“The only valuable thing my dad left with me is pain, and you are going to take that away from me?” “Yes.” F***,我又碎了。現(xiàn)在想想骨頭依然隱隱作痛,希亞拉博夫自我療愈的方式竟然是扮演傷害他最深的父親,受害者扮演加害者真的不會(huì)痛嗎,他幻想父親別過(guò)頭來(lái)輕聲說(shuō)“I truly love you.”的時(shí)候該有多痛呢,我又會(huì)有多痛呢?我一定要被迫原諒嗎,長(zhǎng)大就要被迫去原諒嗎?我能不去原諒嗎?(我又開(kāi)始胡言亂語(yǔ)自我代入了)