“The only valuable thing my dad left with me is pain, and you are going to take that away from me?” “Yes.” F***,我又碎了?,F在想想骨頭依然隱隱作痛,希亞拉博夫自我療愈的方式竟然是扮演傷害他最深的父親,受害者扮演加害者真的不會痛嗎,他幻想父親別過頭來輕聲說“I truly love you.”的時候該有多痛呢,我又會有多痛呢?我一定要被迫原諒嗎,長大就要被迫去原諒嗎?我能不去原諒嗎?(我又開始胡言亂語自我代入了)